Being with Cynthia

... is such an incredible experience -- besides talking and laughing and eating and going places, we spend hours doing what I have missed the most in my marriage: kissing and touching and caressing and holding. she whispers and sighs and moans and moves. she smiles and laughs and sometimes cries. she murmurs in spanish as she presses herself against me and hides her face in the hollow of my throat. she wraps herself around me, and runs her hands thru my hair. it is like nothing i've ever had before, and may never again, but for right now it's the best damn thing i know about.